Since I have returned, I have been doing a lot of reflecting and internal cleansing.
Analyzing my belief system, how I am going to live my life, what direction I would like to go in now that I am in the midst of physical, spiritual, and mental change.
I wish I knew then what I know now, I wish I could have felt then what I feel now, then maybe I… The voice that like to hear itself speak without thinking starts to say, then its immediately silenced by the teacher of reflection.
A new sense of self-respect, cleansing, a new growth of femininity, a shower of pureness that is washing over me making feel new again.
As I being a person that learns through life experiences, I understand that everything does happen for a reason, and I’m grateful that I am able to learn from my experiences no matter how painful or hard they might have been, I can learn and work through the pain and grow.
It’s amazing how change is making me feel very much alive.
I’m liking this new transformation even though there is a slight part of me that is trying to resist!