I’m absolutely infatuated with journals most of my intimate thoughts are written inside of them. I think it’s a fabulous way of balancing the throat chakra and reflecting on my life’s journey.

It is all too nostalgic when I open one of my journals years down the road and realize how much I have changed especially grown, and sometimes where I have stayed stagnant (and I’m able to see where change needs to be made). I sometimes laugh at myself when i re-read some of the entries and i thought at that time frame whatever trial I was going thru was so important on that i put it on the level of life or death (DRAMA!).  Sometimes I’m shocked and I can’t believe my eyes as I ask myself, “did i write that, it sounds so profound, it couldn’t have been me (wow, I have a small dose of wisdom)”!  Those WOW moments are like warm hugs from an old dear friend!

my collection of Journals over the past 7.5 yrs

This morning I opened up one of my small journals and read the first page

2 Jan 2012

1. Move back to states end of March

2. Improve my physical and mental  health

So I wrote the above entry over a month ago and totally forgot about it until today, when I grabbed this particular journal (yes I have about 4 different ones i use depending on my mood) and I opened it up and was amazed because yesterday I was starting to doubt if I was making the right decision about moving back to the states, but lo and behold around noon time today I received some good news in relation to my moving back and I also realized that I have been moving pretty great in getting my physical and emotional health back on track (yoga, meditation, lots of prayers along with gratitude prayers and yesterday I was able to sprint instead of walk during my after noon workout and not feel any pain or major tiredness).  

Ah Moment

The moment when you’re not sure if it is in God’s will and then God shows you that it is! #GodisGood